Today is the day that you were due, even though I know how unlikely is it that you would have been born today its still such a big day in my head. This is the day that I have wished you were strong enough to hold on till, Ive wished everyday since the day you left me. I wish for lots of things, but I don't think there is anyone listening. Everything I wish I wish for you. I have a gaping hole where my heart should be and the pain is unbearable. I'm so proud of you, you are such a beautiful baby boy James and I want the world to see you. Perfect in every way. Today a tear falls. They start to fall like rain. My heart feels broken. Forever there will be pain. There is a cloud in my life now. Even on sunny days. An emptiness, a longing, A sadness that forever stays. A sadness that is lonely. A silent tear sneaks out. My voice fails to scream, What my heart wants to shout. Today I should have had my baby. A Baby to love and touch. But instead I have barely a reminder Of one I love so much. Love You Forever James Love Mummy xXx